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Let Me Breathe by Screaming-Suicide-4-Chaz

Whoa..THANK YOU so much for reviewing "Outside...of My Heart" That was awesome of everyone. ::hugs you all:: So..for everyone who wanted a sequal..I present you with it...


Lyrics "Trust" by Adema



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Let me breathe...



I smile as I watch you sleeping.


You look beautiful as your chest raises and falls gently, showing your breathing calmly. I look over your pale body, loving how your tattoos stand out.


Your skin is so smooth.


I can’t help but run my fingers over your arm, tracing your flame tattoos dancing about on your wrists.


Stopping my actions, I feel tears prickle at my eyes.


I don’t deserve you, not at all.


Your perfect, your frailty, your pure.


Everything I’m not.



I can’t even think right now

Some things got me feeling guilty

Hurt you slowly

But so surely

I don’t know why

Love you so much

I can’t feel

Because I’m lost

Not too much matter no more

Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?...



I wipe away the tears that have formed in my eyes as you stir in your sleep, waking up from whatever lovely dream you were having. It’s still dark out. We’re in bed right now, and you’ve just awoken.


My heart wells up with love and pain as you smile at me, rubbing your eyes.


“Hey baby,” You whisper, cuddling closer to me. Why do you show so much love for me?


Is it because you want to?


No. I know why.


It’s because you love me.


And the reason I feel guilty is...


...because I don’t love you.


Not that way. I can’t. I won’t allow myself. I’d hurt you too badly if I loved you that way, so therefor, I won’t and can’t allow myself.


You lean toward me and press your soft, pierced lips against mine, and I kiss you back, knowing if I didn’t you’d know something was up.


I don’t know why I stay with you.


I just can’t get enough of your true love.



Push you into what I want

Because I am so goddamn selfish

Left you hanging

Stopped relating

I don’t know why

Love you so much

I can’t feel

Because I’m lost

Not too much matters no more

Is it you, is it me, is it us, or is it trust?...



Sighing into the kiss, you pull back and smile lovingly at me.


Why do you love me so much? I’ll never understand.


Since the first day we met, we’ve been together. You confessed you loved me, and like a fool, I said I loved you too.


Did you really believe a 20 year old knew what love was?


I can’t say I even know what it is now, but I know I’m not in love with you.


I love you as a friend, only.


But then why are we sexually active? Because I’m selfish and use you. I love that I can have sex with you repeatedly, and have no guilt of not loving you afterwards.


But now, I suddenly feel guilt.


I can’t take it.


Before I can even open my mouth, you press your lips against mine again. Pulling me on top of you, you deepen the kiss. You never did wear clothes to bed. You run your hands down my back and glide my boxers down and off of my body.


“Mikey... I want you... now...” You breathe, reaching for the bottle of lotion next to the bed. I take it from your small hands and open it, squeezing some out onto my hands. I push your legs up and prepare you for my large length.


To think you’ve never noticed my true feelings amuses me in a way.


Once I believe you are fully ready for me, I lube myself and toss the bottle to the side. Aligning my cock with your tight opening, I push into you and watch your face contort into pure bliss.


You’re so overwhelmingly beautiful.



I’m so alone

Empty and lost

It’s easier to let you go

Time will erode

The shame and the fault

It’s easier to let you go...



Letting tears come to my eyes, I bite my lip and begin to move in and out of you, moaning at the tightness. You’ve told me you make yourself tighter, just for me. It feels incredible.


I’ve always found it interesting that you can break out into a sweat quickly. The moonshine makes your pale skin look even more ghostly in the aura. It’s somewhat hypnotic to me.


Pushing your legs up, I slide even deeper into you, knowing you find that pleasurable. You moan loudly and clutch to my tanned skin, trying to pull me in even deeper.


“Chester...” I pant, quickening my pace. I wrap my large hands around your throbbing erection and begin pumping you, wanting you to cum with me.


“I’m.. oh god, I’m so close, Mikey.. keep going.. harder..” You moan, and I obey, pushing into you harder.


Opening my eyes, I look down at you and see your eyes are open. Your face is mixed into pleasure and love as you pant and moan, coming closer to your climax.


With a cry and whimper of my name, I feel your essence on my hand, and I cry out as I cum deep inside of you, and then collapse, feeling completely spent.



I can’t feel

Because I’m lost

Not too much matters no more

Is it you, is it me, is it us, or is it trust?

I’m so alone

Empty and lost

It’s easier to let you go

Time will erode the shame and the fault

It’s easier to let you go...



I kiss you hard on the lips and you moan into my mouth, deepening the kiss. I break the kiss and lay on the side of you on our bed. You snuggle closer to me and whisper, barely audible, “I love you, Mike... more than anything...”


Tears immediately fall from my eyes, and I let out a whimper.


I suddenly felt something for you. Hearing you speak those words... I’ve heard them many times before... but this time it was different.


The look in your eyes...


...complete love and trust.


I’ve fallen in love with you.


Slowly, but surely.


I hug you tightly and whisper with my heart to you, “I love you too, Chester,”


You hug me back and I feel your tears burn through my skin.


We are one.



Let me breathe...





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