So because I'm clumsy I deleted my story...Sorry :( So here we go again. Enjoy.

Chapter 1 – The change

,How long has it been?’ Chester asked himself. ,2 weeks? 4 month?’ he couldn’t tell cause those last month have been a real torture for him. It was the time in which the lead singer and his wife Talinda finally broke up. Since this time he lies awake in his dark bedroom every night. With tears streaming down his face and all those thought of his uncertain future.

Now he was on his own again.

Even though there were his 5 bandmates and best friends at the same time which were there to help him. It wouldn’t be the same anymore.

,What if I can never love someone like I loved her? What if I can never trust a woman the same way? What if I will stay like this forever?’

As he kept looking onto the ceiling of his bedroom, he felt empty. Yes, there was loneliness and fear. But is was more like he couldn’t really feel those feelings. Just like black and white. Both are colors and at the same time they aren’t.

Suddenly there was a flash of light. Chester noticed the storm outside and that is was late evening already. ,How fitting.” he thought while shaking his head.

,Maybe I should try to distract myself? ‘I’ll call Mike tomorrow. I am sure he can spare some time and I’d like to talk to him first about some of the horrible details. After that I can tell the other guys as well.’ He knew from the beginning that he wouldn’t share every cruel detail about this break up. On a normal day he would even enjoy a little pity. In this case however he did not want the sympathy and sad looks from his friends. They do not need to know how week he really was inside.

A little smile formed on his lips. It has been a while since their last meeting. However, Chaz new that the guys know about his current situation and could distract him with success without any weird topics.

With this plan and more positive thought he got up and walked through his home. Well, it wasn’t a real home anymore. Not after Talinda took almost everything with her as she left. ,She took all pictures and paintings. Even the side table near the sofa is gone.’ he mumbled to himself stunned as his walk came to an end in the middle of the living room.

,At least there won’t be much memories of her.’ He tried to see the positive sight of it. But deep inside his mind he knew that those thoughts weren’t enough to feel better soon.

He made a note to himself to buy some new furniture so the atmosphere could change in this apartment. ,Maybe I should dust a little and clean up all the little pieces of Styrofoam and cardboard which are scattered all around the floor.’ crossed the mind of the band member as he run his forefinger over one of the remaining but dusty shelfs.

A loud chime scared him to death. “Great of all the things she could leave behind she left you ugly piece of shit here” he said cynically, as he turned and walked towards the grandfather clock. "Already 11 p.m.?" He stated in disbelief as he saw the rotten clock hands. ,Cleaning up has to wait until tomorrow than. Sleeping properly and with a little help from my friends that'll be a breeze.’ Chaz thought with a smile, gave the grandfather clock a quick slap and headed for the bedroom where his empty bed was waiting for him.