DISCLAIMER: Although I am forever in love with Linkin Park, they will never be mine... *sob*

I don't know when I decided I'd do it. It was a feeling; one of those sudden impulses you just get, a sudden release of adrenaline that fills every particle of your being. It felt right, too. I didn't have to ease into anything. It was like holding water in cupped hands; the fluid feels wonderful, but you can't ever let it slip away. It might try, but if you really try, nothing ever gets away. Ever.

You know, those impulses can be interpreted in more than one way. You can look at it as your enemy, as the thing that haunts you. It can be your worst fear, if imagined that way. But there is a way to utilize this power, to control it. When you have that control... the other side of you that wants to be weak shall be forever gone. And do you know what?

I like that feeling. I like it a lot.

But before I get ahead of myself, I have to tell you what has led me to this conclusion.

It involves yours truly, but there are a few people responsible for my fate. I think you know who I am talking about, Mike... I think you know very well. I can hear your breath begin to quicken, the pace of your heart palpitating far above normal, your blood flowing faster and faster to your brain and lungs. Every part of you is tense. You know, I almost miss how you used to feel beneath me. Your lips tasted so good... You were always so fresh, full of vivacity.

But you know what I really liked about you? Your eyes. That chocolate brown color and depth will hold me in their clutches forever... seemingly.

Now, before I leave my house to go to yours and you embrace the new me, why don't we take a look at MY life? I hate being self-centered, but in this case, I will make an exception. Listen to me ramble on and on and on! I'll give you a moment to DIGEST this, Mike. Now, listen to me speak.

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R&R... this is my first fic in a WHILE, so bear with me. lol...