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I'm not naive, I'm just not native.

Someone's always better than me. I can live with that.


Oh btw: If you find any mistakes in my stories - I'm sorry. I hope you still apprechiate the hard work I have while writing, because I'm not a native and I mostly use three or four hours for a chapter. If I don't translate I need appr. six hours. It's a lot of work and not because I'm 'bad' at english, more because I want you all to understand my weird thoughts and descriptions. I'm a little like Mike - a freaking perfectionist.

I have great beta readers, they do their BEST and I'm more than happy to know so many people that a willing to help me. So please don't judge about the story over one or two mistakes. It's not only my hard effort that makes everything come alive.


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Category: Linkin Park

Description: [Bennoda - Drama - Violence] With with the recordings of a new album on the go, the US-band Linkin Park wants to get back to the spotlight. But while the band was on hiatus, things happened more than that, they changed. The first time on the studio is complicated and Mike just wants the best for them, but always gets verbally beaten up. He's pulling away, even from his wife and after almost reaching a nervous breakdown, he finally remembers things, he buried years ago. He can't go on, he can't look back - everything is falling apart and on top of it all, Chester isn't as helpful as he'd wish. More to say: Chester is over it - Mike isn't and it's making him insane...

Genre: Angst

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2011-01-09

Updated on 2012-01-29

Chapters: 3

Reviews: 12

Words: 10788

Views: 1956

Members Rating: (2)

Sick Muse

Category: Linkin Park

Description: (Bennoda/?) Years in pain, years with emotional pain. Chester knows that he and Mike can literally sing a song about that. They both suffer on their own and with time flewing by, Chester isn't sure about his relationship with Mike anymore. He's nearly getting more numb to the pain each day and so he's about to destroy himself, too. But suddenly he's caught up in the circle of hurting the person, he used to love more than his own life and he doesn't know, what's real and what's not.

Genre: Drama

User Rating: NC-17

Created on 2010-05-04

Updated on 2010-07-11

Chapters: 3

Reviews: 16

Words: 10189

Views: 1890

Members Rating: (1)

You've got mail, bubble-head

Category: Linkin Park

Description: (Bennoda) Entry for the BennodaClub comp. "They started to write letters a few moths ago. And now staring at the curly handwriting, Chester knew it was the Shinoda guy."

Genre: Love & Romance

User Rating: G

Created on 2010-05-23

Updated on 2010-05-23

Chapters: 1

Reviews: 10

Words: 1449

Views: 1285

Members Rating: (2)

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