Can you save me? By EveeInk

*Joe's POV*

I stare at the blood dripping from my wrists and laugh bitterly. No one will find me now... they're all too busy with themselves to notice little Joe Hahn missing. Not that they ever cared.

I shove the needle deeper, letting it sit in my vein as I lift the knife again, pressing the tip into my tan skin before shoving it deeper, cutting into myself.

He never notices anything about me. He doesn't feel the same. He can't feel the same. He has someone else...

The tears start to fall and I feel the pain but I shove the knife harder and deeper, screaming in my head and whimpering softly out loud.

I watch him, no one else can see me do it but I do. He's beautiful, those fingers of his wrapped around his drumsticks, banging against them with force that that amazing body of his conceals.

The tiny drops of blood splatter on the floor, echoing in the room. I turn on the water.

The way the music flows through him makes me shiver. I think about how he can release everything when he plays. I wish he would save that energy and use it for something else...

I shake myself from my thoughts. He can't save me now, no one can. No one even knows I'm here.

His eyes used to show emotion before I told him once, when I was drunk off my ass, that I was madly in love with him. He shrugged it off as a joke...

I pull the knife out of my arm and slowly begin to carve into a fresh spot, "It wasn't a joke."

I hope he sees it so he'll know that I truly did love him. Nothing I felt for him was ever a joke...

As my vision begins to fade, I hear the door open slowly. "Joe? You here? I need to... oh god..." I hear his voice crack and I know he's crying. "Joe... WHY!?"

He's next to me, sobbing. He looks at my arm, wiping away some of the blood. His touch is like fire to my skin...

"It wasn't a joke? Joe what are you talking about?!"

I stare up into his eyes tiredly and smile weakly. "I love you... I'm madly in love with you Rob."

There's tears in his eyes and he shakes his head. "No, you can't die, no. NO! I won't let you!" His head is now buried in my chest and I feel the faint prickle of tears in my own heavy lidded eyes. "I've loved you forever Joe..."

Those words echo in my head as I let the darkness swallow me...

sorry, didn't actually want to write this, i just did for the fact that.... I was pissed at my mom and i wrote it.... Sorry? Review please... And if you like any of my other fics, review them too... *is sick...ew*

Oh yea, forgot to let you know. this is a standalone unless you want it to continue in some way. I have a way with continuing things... So? Standalone or Chapter 2 coming soon?