Disclaimer: I don't own Linkin Park or Mike, Chester, Rob, Phoenix, Brad or Joe either.....Though my boifriend looks like Phoenix! Does that count?

Faint By EveeInk

*Chesters POV*

I watch as Phoenix sits down, turning on the xbox and fiddling with the controller. His eyes seem a bit sadder, a bit more each days as we continue to tour.

"Hey, Phe, can we talk?"

Phoenix stared at me like I had just grown two more heads.

"Uh...sure, Chaz. What about?"

I sit on the floor next to him and nuzzle his shoulder.

"What's been going on with you lately? You've been rather sad lately. And it's starting to worry me."

I feel him sigh, his body relzing as he starts to speak. "I just...I've realized that I'm falling for someone I can't have..." I saw him

shake his head. He sat up, catching me so I wouldn't fall over. "Chaz, can I tell you a secret? You can't tell anyone else, especially the guys." I nod and put a hand on his shoulder.

"You know you can tell me anything Phoenix." When he didn't say anything for a few minutes, I gently touched his cheek, turning him to look at me. The tears in his eyes are starting to escape down his cheeks.

"I...I think I'm in love with Rob." He finally broke down, throwing himself into my arms as he just sobbed into my shoulder. I held him tightly, huggin him as I heard his saying how sorry he felt for loving Rob and how much he knows we're gonna hate him now because of it. I rub his back silently until he starts quieting down. "Phoeniz, I can't hate you. You're one of my bet friends.

And besides, I'm not a hypocrite so quit the crying, get up and go tell your lover boi how you feel. I'll be you anytihing that he'll love you too and you'll live happily ever after."

I can tell he's suprised but hey, knowing about Rob and then finding out that Phoenix feels the same way can have some serious benefits.

"How do you know that he'll feel the same way? How can you

be so sure?" He's frantic now, shaking me hard. "Phi! Calm down, he's already confessd to Mike about it and the rest of us knew he was gay. Well, we didn't tell you yet...we figured you were straight. Mike owes me ten bucks now."

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