Recovery

Chapter I: Mistakes

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Hey hi today I bring this amazing, new and… (Or kind of) sad fic, as all my stories is about Bennoda (I will try another pairing the next, okay!?). Oh for all the readers of “Valentine’s day” I forgot to put that was a One-shot (Stupid me XP!), I’m so sorry for everyone who expected to be a multi-chapter story :’(. So let’s start this! (I’m sorry for grammar mistakes, blame the iPhone!)

I choose you Story!

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Mike’s POV

Chaz, please!

These words haunted me every night.

Don’t touch me!

These words repeat in my mind every time I see you.

Please…

Sobs, sniffles and tears filled my mind.

Forgive m-me!

That day, I knew, I fucked up everything, I knew, I lost you. Now I’m the “Nameless” in your life, I become a “Known”, not “Your friend”, just the “Known”

I-I never meant to do that.

Don’t get closer Mike!

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“Mike! Please eat!” I grunt at the spoon being forced into my mouth.

I haven’t eaten anything for three weeks, I was getting skinnier, and now Rob is forcing me to eat that cereal, I sigh pushing the chair and walked away from the table, leaving Rob.

I run upstairs for my room, locking the door and throwing myself into the soft mattress.

“Mike, come out! Please! Don’t you want a glass of water?!” I heard Rob said through my door, I hide my face into the pillow. I hear Rob let out an exasperated sigh. I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep.

“Brad… He doesn’t want to eat anything! I tried with everything… I tried with it too... Okay, see you here… Bye” I heard Rob talk with Brad.

Well, now I’m fucked up with Brad in here… What I’m supposed to say at him?

I’m so stressed right now, I think I’ll just take a nap and wait until Brad is in here.

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“Mike, open the door!” I woke up at the knocking.

“Brad, calm down, maybe he fell asleep…” said Rob softly, but loud enough for me to hear.

“I don’t care, he must eat!” he almost yelled to Rob “Does Mike have spare keys?” Shit “Yes” answered Rob, well now fuck you Rob.

“Ok, I’m going for the spare keys”… I’m fucked up.

I heard how steps fade away in the hall, I sigh, I don’t want problems and less with Brad so I decide to stand up and open the door as an angry Brad frowned at me.

“Come here you little shit” mumbled Brad as he grabbed my wrist aggressively. I whimpered in pain.

We walked downstairs; I dropped my head trying to hide my tears as we arrived at the dinner room, a bowl of cereal waiting for me and next to the chair was Rob, with the spare keys in hand and a shocked expression.

Brad throws me to the chair without giving a shit, “Eat” He ordered, I just shake my head slowly, “Eat!” He yelled, I just remained looking at my bowl, “I said that you must fucking EAT!” A tear fell tracing the curve of my cheek, I took the spoon and introduce it into the wet cereal. I

stare at spoon and then throw it back into the bowl. I close my eyes wanting to end this.

Pair of hands take my jaw and open my mouth, “Rob, put the spoon in Mike’s mouth now!” I open a bit my eyes, I see how Rob is looking at me, with fear as he slowly puts the spoon in my mouth, “Faster Rob!” said Brad with anger in his voice as he puts the spoon faster in my mouth, I couldn’t chew the cereal, now the bowl is empty, I feel dizzy and sick, my vision blurs, I feel something in my throat, a lump. I threw up on the table “Ewww man that’s gross” said Rob. I broke down in sobs

and sniffles.

“I-I’m a mess!” I yelled, tears marking my cheeks, Brad with a sad look on his face as he opens his mouth to say something at me, then shut it.

“Mike! I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to make this!” said Brad “I was just worried about you!” he yelled, we stared at each for seconds, and then he ran to the door.

“Mike” I heard how Rob cleared his throat “Want me to help you with the cleaning before leaving?” he asked, “Uhm…S-Sure, thanks” I answered nervously, my face changed into a shy expression, “Oh don’t worry about this Mike. I was joking, you can go to sleep, just rest. Okay?” I heard Rob’s words, noticing how upset I made him.

I jog upstairs for my room, this time the door wide open. I change into my pajamas, fucking tee! Now I’m going to bed, I lie on the bed as I put the blankets over my body and slumber takes me away in matter of seconds.

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Chester’s POV

*RING* *RING* *RING*

“Oh shut the fuck up phone” I snorted.

*RING* *RING* *RING*

“Aw fuck you phone” I cursed against the phone.

“Hello?” I asked at the phone.

“Hi Chester, what are you doing?” I heard Rob’s voice.

“Oh nothing I was just taking a nap, why?” I heard Rob sighed.

“Hey dude, what’s wrong?” I asked a bit confused.

“Is Mike” I gasped lowly, “What happened to him?” I asked worried.

“He doesn’t want to eat anything. Today Brad and I fed him cereal but in the same instant he puked it…” I heard moaning.

“Uhm… Rob two things. Why I’m hearing moaning and Mike suffers of Bulimia or some kind of disease?”I asked raising an eyebrow.

“Oh I’m here at Mike’s bedroom, he just fell asleep and we had an appointment with the doctor yesterday and he says that Michael is just suffering from depression symptoms” Rob answered sadly.

“So, did he prescribe a medication for him?” I asked worrying about Mike.

“No, he told me that we just need to care of him, because medication could kill him, or at least that’s what the doc said…” I heard Rob walking.

“Well, thank you Rob. Oh, and one thing…” I was going to say my goodbye to him when a thought came to my mind.

“Yes Chaz?” He asked.

“Can I come over Mike’s place today?” I asked –Good one Bennington, the answer is pretty obvious- I thought.

“Yes you can, I think you can replace me for a time… I haven’t got any sleep for three days!” He exclaimed –Well this was unexpected-.

“Thanks man I’ll come over there around ten. Is that okay?” –Finally I can see Mike again-.

I quickly grab my jacket and get into the car. I drive like a mad, hoping to see Mike again.

“Almost there” I whisper noticing Mike’s driveway, I leave the car in the driveway and ran to the door.

“Rob! Rob! Open the door dude!” I yelled through the door

“Hey calm down Chaz!” said Rob almost trying to shut me.

“Where’s Mike?” I asked anxious.

“In my times, you greet first” He said sarcastically as I notice the bags under his eyes.

“Sorry Rob, I’m too anxious” I apologized.

“He’s in the bedroom” answered Rob.

“Thank you Rob! I hope you can rest!” I said anxious still.

I ran upstairs, noticing a door wide open, I stare the room, Mike was in it, and I get closer to the bed where Mike is lying.

The moonlight lit the Half-Asian features of Mike. His lips, his nose and his black midnight hair, slowly I bring my hand to his scalp and stroke his smooth and silky hair.

“Good night Mike” I whispered removing my hand from his scalp and placing a soft kiss on his forehead.

I close his door silently. I jog downstairs when a sob catches my attention. Oh fuck, Mike!

“Please!” I heard Mike’s yell as more tears fell to his cheeks.

“Mike wake up. Wake up!” I yelled, removing the tears from his damp cheeks with my thumbs.

“Huh?” He exclaimed as he slowly opens his brown eyes, “Ah! Chester!” as his breathing becomes faster.

I put my hand on his. Suddenly he jumps, like when a flame licks your skin.

“Chester! You…You!” he sits in the corner of the room crying, “Mike…” I whisper trying to stroke his hair, I put my hand on his scalp and he shakes wildly at the touch.

“Don’t touch me!” he yelled at me “You said” he whispers and hugs himself, “M-Mike, I know you didn’t mean to do that…I came here to apologize” I whisper placing a hand on his left cheek, “You pushed me away, and…and… That was the last time I saw you smile at me…” his deep pools of coffee sparkling with the moonlight.

“Mike, I know I did shit with you and I’m going to be honest with you. That day I felt like crap, your crying eyes haunted me in my dreams and … your sobs filled my mind. That day I knew I had lost you… for being a completely asshole… “I said my eyes with tears to fall at any moment.

“You said things that really hurt” He faces the wall, “You called me faggot…” a small hiccup escapes from my mouth.

“Mike, I was being a completely stupid, I was so upset… and with no reason!” I slowly get closer to him “Please forgive me!” I croaked and I hold him from the waist, “I’ll do everything, just for a smile… from you… Michael” I feel how tears damp my cheeks.

“Well, if that's what you want... I’ll give a last chance” He whispers putting his hands on my arms.

“Thank you Mike” I whisper in his ear, he turns slowly. Now, he’s in front of me.

So you will find grammar mistakes sponsored by my iPhone until (I think) Chapter 4 or 5, because my laptop is broken TT^TT